Whore Animal

Whore hasn't been used as much as I need the past few days. One single fuck, no matter how long, painful, or deliciously unsatifying isn't enough to keep my hypnotic training mindset. I noticed that Master was also acting a little too nice from lack of sex, as well.

Master used me three times so far today. The flood of relief and whorish ecstasy dragged me down even lower. I melted as he slapped my face to the side, the annoying tenderness gone from his expression.

Master coaxed me into admitting that I never want to be allowed to cum again. I don't want it to be some sort of treat or bribe, I just want to have it chiseled in stone that I'm Master's stupid whore who doesn't deserve to cum.

He fucked me on the floor which made me feel like just another pet in the house, an animal stripped of my humanity and rights. I loved it because... well I'm a Whore, so what other reason do I need?

I told Master that I don't want to be allowed to sleep on the bed anymore. I know he's been planning to move me to a cage but I don't want to wait until I have some cute little girly thing to sleep in. I just want to be lowered, restricted and made to live my fantasies.

I also told Master that I fantasized about trying to have a conversation with him and him just laughing, then shoving me down to his cock and telling me to use my mouth for something useful. I said "maybe that's why slaves shouldn't be wives, because they're not supposed to talk and do wifey things and it's easier to treat them like slaves when that's all they are". He said that's why he waited so long to marry me. I'm still glad he did marry me, because it makes life easier in the social endeavors outside of our intimate personas.

Overall I feel like we're both about to permanently change in how we see and interact with each other. I know we're getting close because I can't see what it will be like. This isn't some little slave girl prodding her Master along, it's completely in Master's devious mind. My own mind is thinking less and reacting more. I'm turning into an animal. Who knows how much longer I'll even be posting on here?

-Whore